blind date
i just got a text from jane na kaibigan at officemate ko last sunday night while having my dinner, mga 10pm yon. nakita daw kasi ng college friend nya yong picture namin sa cp nya and nalove at first sight daw ang potah. so kinukulit ako ni jane kung pwede raw ba nyang ibigay ang number ko…i asked what’s her friend’s name and she said Jeremy or JM…so it was a guy…i never talked about my sexual preference to anyone in the office..kumbaga, what they see is what they get it me. .jane just told me that we’ve been together for almost 3 years now and whoever i am, okay lang daw sa kanya. di lang kami nagkakaroon ng chance na pag usapan kasi nahihiya daw siyang magtanong and ako naman di sanay mag open up…so sinabi ko lang sa kanya na it is okay na ibigay nya # ko. at first di nya magets reply ko kasi dinadaan ko lang sa biro. then i repeatedly say go ahead it is okay. so binigay nya # ko, then biglang nagtext yong friend nya. so yon, asked sya ng questions, ganun din ako. then he said he wants to meet me in person ASAP. he is so straight-forward. sabi nya type daw ako. ako naman binibiro ko lang. sabi ko lang meet muna kami and we’ll go from there.. he asked me if it’s okay for us to meet up monday night. i said no problem, pero gang megamall lang ako, between 7-9pm since i’ll be going to work by 9pm. so nagmeet kami sa powerbooks, megamall. he just treated me for dinner. and he was constantly asking me if may pag -asa sya. i said that is too early to answer, where in fact, i didn’t feel any magic. i was not even attracted to him. and i can’t say it straight to him. pagdating ko ng office, i told jane we already met..and sinabi ko sa kanya na di ko type yong friend nya. sinabi ko na lang kay jane na sya na lang magsabi kasi di ako sanay sa mga ganun. nakakaguilty. sabi naman ni jane, okay lang daw. sya na lang daw magsasabi…
i just thought heto na yong hinihintay kong tao…di pala…and tama nga pala ako, di pa ako handa….(ulit)…
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